Hornbook #15


I am one nervous poem. Can a poem be nervous?
Well of course a poem can be nervous. Just think about it.
First things first. How am I to view the end of the millennium?
Who the fuck wouldn’t be nervous? Things change.

It’s my nerves. Consider, for instance, the annihilation of species.
My habitat is on the way out. The forests are burning.
Recycle, recycle they tell us. The humans, I mean.
It’s my frayed assumptions. I don’t know where to begin.

Language, apparently, changes. Then where does the ego hang its hat?
Listen, I’m not telling you. I’m asking a simple, obvious question.
And the oceans are rising. The ozone layer is full of holes.
I’m not asking for pity. Pity up your royal rectum.

I’m trying to make adjustments. So off with my end rhymes.
When does the end justify the moans? Ha, funny.
It’s my wrecked nerves. I suppose the eternal would be even worse.
Once upon a time, and later, and later again. Holy shit.



This poem “Hornbook #15” originally appeared in New Directions. Spec. issue of Canadian Literature 158 (Autumn 1998): 64-64.

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